This week is a very tiring and busy week. Although things got better after Monday had passed,but another Monday is going to come =( I HATE MONDAYS!!

I had quite a number of things to do today. I had to go out early in the morning to replace my lost ez-link card. Not that I insane or what,but I suspect that the devil stole my ez-link card,'cause my ez-link card wouldn't just pick itself up and run away. Anyway,I want to thank Siying for coming along with me=) Thank you Siying!! I hope you found what you have lost. In Jesus Christ name,Amen!!

The replacement process was quite short. The card only needed like a minute to print=) Hallelujah. Feel so blessed=) So if you lost your ez-link card,go Ang Mo Kio replace=) Don't go Choa Chu Kang...

Then after that I had to go to work. Not that I don't like work...but I was already very tired. I slept late and woke up early,so I wasn't in the mood to work. But today I got my salary anyway=) Praise the Lord!!

After work I went to New Creation Church=) Hallelujah!! Despite that I had many things to do,I still had time to go to church=) I can only thank Jesus for helping me to keep my weekends free so that I can go church to praise and worship Him and listen to His words=) Thank You Lord Jesus!! I wasn't exactly that free on weekends,but still,I was able to go church...how wonderful!!

Today's the pastor continued where he left off last 2 weeks. It's about our heart again,but this time,it is about the heart of worshipping God.

When we accept Jesus as our Lord and Savior,we were reborn. God gave new hearts to those who were reborn. These new hearts are the hearts that desire to worship God. When we worship God,we are filling ourselves with the Holy Spirit=) Through the Holy Spirit,we can feel God's love for us.

The blessings that God gives makes no sorrow. We cannot out-give God, so when we praise and worship God, He actually blesses us. When we worship God,we did not actually give anything to Him. So ultimately, He is still the One giving and we are still the ones who benefits.

Often,people think that we must fear God. But this is not true. Pastor Benjamin said that in the Holy Bible,although it was said 'the fear of God',it actually means the worship of God. God is love,so there should not be fear in love. Love can overcome fears.

Worship,like faith,does not come from the mind but the heart. Faith work by love,with a broken heart,faith cannot take root. When faith cannot take root in our hearts,we will not be able to worship God. So God wants to heal the brokeness in our hearts,for He loves us very much=)

When we worship God,we will be in His presence,we will come before Him, and we will magnify Him. When we do that,all our problems will seem to be very small. When we are around God,we'll enjoy HIs presence=) His presence is full of love. So when we have little or no confidence at all to do what we want,we can worship God. And God will give us His kind of confidence,a confidence that only children of God have. Then fear will slip away.

God is a loving,merciful and graceful Father. He loved us so much that He gave His one and only Son to this world to die for our sins. We have love because He loved us first. It's not what we have done,it is a free favor,a free gift from the Lord. We are sinners that deserve nothing,yet He gave us everything. Isn't that a GREAT love??

When we are under God's grace,we cannot help but be holy,we cannot help but be righteous. Hallelujah!! What a wonderful God we have!! His love does not just provides for us,but also protects us. Sometimes He does not answer our prayers not because He does not care about us,but because He love us so much that He wanted to protect us from what we cannot see in the future. This is Godly love,a love that no one else in the world can ever give!!

Sometimes people might so silly or sinful things. They are not evil,they're just lost and desire attention. They are lonely. They might have many friends but still be lonely. They might be in a huge crowd in Orchard Road and still be lonely. But I will never be. God fills up the lonliness in me. Hallelujah!! Although I had a very depressing past,but it shall not be in my heart anymore. I proclaim my heart is now healed and whole,ready for faith and worship and love to take root. In the name of Jesus Christ,AMEN!!

So I went out of church,full of new wisdom and knowledge God had gifted me with=) Praise the Lord!!

Well,I also had quite some homework to do. Today is busy and tiring,but still,it was very fruitful=) This is all thanks to Jesus Christ=) Hallelujah!!