Good Friday Service (Like damn long ago..)
On 10 April, I went to the Good Friday service in Heart of God church=) I really learnt a lot. Now I understand why some non-Christians don't like Christians and also what Christians should do about this.
Many non-believers think that we Christians are out of touch with the reality,hypocitical and judgemental.
Why out of touch?? Haha...that one I forgot...but if I'm not wrong, non-believers think that we are too unreal. Our lives seemed too perfect to non-believers. Not because our lives are really perfectly perfect, but because we often pretend that with God, our lives are perfect, to a certain extend that we make non-believers feel too imperfect, feel too lacking. Sometimes some believers wanted to show the non-believers how perfect our lives are, maybe a desperate attempt to encourage non-believers to come to church or just showing off. I'm not afraid to say so, because no one is perfect. There are flaws here and there in our character. So I'm not afraid to say that some Christians like to show off and there is no point hiding it either, 'cause that'll make me look like some hypocrite.
Why hypocritical?? Like what I said in the previous sentence...hiding the truth. No one is 100% perfect except for Jesus Christ. So we don't have to act perfect and cover our flaws. We just have to be ourselves and let the Holy Spirit lead us. When we do this, people will be attracted. By trying to be perfect is similar to hiding our true selves and that is what makes someone hypocritical.
God made us as we are. We don't have to hide our flaws, but we can change it with the help of the Holy Spirit within us to improve ourselves. Isn't it that better?? Pretending is tiring, but if we put the effort used for pretending to be perfect to change our sinful ways, our Holy Spirit will help us to be fruitful=)
Why judgemental?? Believers know that we all are holy because Jesus Christ's blood washed away our sins. But even if we are holy, we sometimes still sin. So we Christians are like non-believers,only that our sins are forgiven by God. Some Christians often overlook this and began to think that we have the right to criticise,condemn or judge non-believers. This is not right. We may be holy, but this still gives us no right to judge anyone. Only God has the right to. But yet He does not. So all the more we shouldn't judge anyone under any circumstances. It's difficult sometimes,even for me. I like to gossip leh...and gossip is a very despicable way to criticise someone. I want to change too. So I believe, in the name of Jesus Christ that one day I shall gossip no more, amen.
All in all, some non-believers think that Christians are unrealistic,hypocrites and judgemental, and that we are more conscious in being right than being righteous. It's okay to be wrong, but we should learn from our own mistakes and ask God for help so we won't commit the mistake more times than necessary. We should not judge anyone, because Jesus does not either. So instead of learning how to be a Christian, why not learn from Jesus Christ??
Don't be a Christian, but be Christ-like=)
Note: If you think I have any of those flaws above, please do tell me, so that I can change=)
Arrow Service in New Creation Church (18 April 2009)
This service is about God's belssings for us=) It had been a not-so-good week for me, and I was glad that I went to this service, which reminded me how much God loves me and everything will be okay.
God's blessings are supernatural, it is not what logic can comprehend. So when we are looking at the natural circumstances, we are not believing that God will bless us. For example, when we get straight Es for tests, we'd think that we'd get the same results for major exams as well. This is looking at the natural. But if we put in some hard work and ask God for help and believe that you'd get better results, we are not looking at the natural anymore. When God is in us and we are in God, we shall also have the nature and the abilities of God. Christ is intelligent and wise, so we shall be too.
God does not want us to see the natural, He wants us to look at the supernatural and believe it. So we should start visualising what God has promised us, because when we do that, we are believing it, and God shall bless us. Hallelujah!! God also wants us to let go of our past, our emotion baggages and our scars,be it mentally or physically. No point looking back. God does not mind our past. He forgives our past sins and all. So we should not let these things prevent us from experiencing the blessings of God. I believe the most people have a past that is hard to let go of. I have too...but with the help of Christ, I shall let it go so it will not affect my future. During the service God promised me something. Although the message was preached to many many people,but I believe that God was emphasizing it to me specially,to help me move on. That's so sweet isn't it=) Praise the Lord=)
God is not afraid to bless us and make our name great,because when that happens, we'll make His name great too and give Him glory=) God's blessings bring no sorrow. If He gives,then He will maintain.
Believers are blessed because Jesus is good. Our blessings are unmerited and undeserved. We do not have to do anything for our blessings but to believe and stay in faith. When we are blessed, our family and friends will also be blessed=) Isn't God kind and loving?? He blesses non-believers as well. What a wonderful God we have=)
First Day Of The Week=Many Injuries
I DIDN'T FAIL MY MATHS!! HALLELUJAH!! I really thought I will fail, 'cause there are mistakes here and there. But yet I didn't. Really really thank God. Althought the grades are lousy, at least I didn't fail...so heng leh...THANK YOU JESUS!!
PW really made my previous 2 weeks like hell. So I didn't really feel like blogging. And anyway I was too busy. Now,after SYF...I'm more free...but to a certain extend only.
These few days the weather is like damn hot...so I'm not in a very nice mood either. And I had to run 2.4km under hot sun. KM hor...not M. Before running, there's also a bit of training for the 5 stations. And guess what..I scraped my fourth finger during shuttle run again T.T Pain~
Then I got a big blister on each foot after running due to poor shoes management. I really had no idea that we have to run-.- And my timing ar...KNS...because 2 weeks never run liao..haha...
That's not all leh...I also somehow sprained my thumb. One P.E lesson only then I become like so broken. Pathetic hor?? But at least never die la..that's something to thank God for=)